Kader's Urban Design, Architecture, Metaverse

...and it's different.  Different in a sense that you're stuck with a floor of people that depend on each other to get things moving smoothly for a project. Nobody can slack (punny, because we use Slack at work), this isn't your school group-work anymore. Team work has the ability to make or break a company.  And oh boy is it interesting, learning new things everyday, a complete departure from my comfort zone to say the least. However, a 9 to 5 job can take a toll on ones creativity and mind. I realised i was too tired to do anything after work. I watch movies, mind-numbing videos on Youtube, and sleep, the next day, i'm on the same cycle. The Itch The Itch to make something, anything just let that creative juice flow because it feels so dammed up in my head. I know i can do it, we all can. It's the question of when. I found this blog during my student years (i wasn't too good at blogging at the time) but i have an opportunity to use this platform...

Owh Maya. i love you so much. you're so easy to use, and renders are quick. until you decide to become a resource-hog. WHY DO YOU NEED 11GB OF RAM? 

Visual-effects wise I know Total Recall is great, but what's the point of these glamorous shots of actors and matte paintings IF YOU ARE GOING TO COVER THEM WITH FLARES??!! I was really uncomfortable at the OVERUSE of flares in this movie. Every-single-shot HAD A FLARE! It was distracting as heck that I found myself counting the flares throughout the movie! GOSH! I bet this production had a special crew set aside to apply Optical Flares on every shot once they came back from the VFX vendor! it's insane! 

I got bored, and I had 30 minutes to spare before sleep, so I did this. I do realise it isn't very detailed, but I am sleepy now :3

THAT modelling, and the woman! gosh that woman is gorgeous and those lovely EYELASHES! SLOW-MO BULLETS AND FIRE FTW!

I can't sleep. I have too many thoughts in my head. I can't seem to think straight. Thoughts remain short, wirthout solution, without purpose. They seem to come and go in a flash. I can't focus on anything. Anything I do remains without purpose and thought and the end results are undefined, because I can't seem to finish what I started and I don't know the purpose of me doing it. I wonder if it is now that my head is all messed up permanently?